The mood is set, so you already know what’s next. TV on blast, turn it down turn it down,dont want it to clash with my body screaming out.I know you hearing it .you got me moaning now.No teasing you’ve waited long enough..go deep, imma throw it at cha, can you catch it? Now, throw it back..
The frustration in the air, thickening,making clearly obvious decisions much more complicated. Will power weakening, the slight urge to taste temptation becomes an irresistible attraction..Fatal.
It’s been far too long since I’ve graced this place with my presence. Oh how i miss the security of the words I post. The simple freedom of expression with minimal judgement. I doubt any of my friends even venture off to this place anymore. Perfection. So much has gone on since we’ve last had an encounter. I’ve definitely let myself go as far as grammatical skills and wording. Please forgive this sloppy re-introduction. My deepest apologies. It’s 5am. May16th, 2013. Oh how where has the time gone my friend. Most of which was utilized in progression, recently not so much. Work. Play, Back to the same old routine, but HAZA! There’s a twist, this time, i wont get trapped, I’ve grown, quite a bit. You see, I no longer allow myself to hurt myself. In the past, I was my own worst enemy, always letting me get the best of me. Those days are over, also, he’s no longer in control. Ive taken back that part of myself as well. How did that happen anyway? HAHA oh we know oh to well how that came about. Anywho, lets be more concerned with the present. Time being the major factor of any further progress, just waiting.. waiting until the right time to step up again and do what i have to do. I’ve proven myself capable of doing the unthinkable but necessary steps to better myself. Dont doubt me anymore. i will succeed, with or without you. Dont believe me, just watch. Nothing more gratifying then slapping a bitch’s doubt in the face with success. I LOVE IT. Well. im runnning on Empty right now. I really should get back on track with my sleeping habits and workout routine. This is exactly what I needed. I was wondering why i felt incomplete and unsure, hmmm maybe because i still had so much inside, not negative just an overfill of everything. Writing, typing, etc has always been a great form of expression for me, so naturally this is my way of cleansing, letting out all the build up in order to make room for more. Hopefully this works. I really need to get a move on it. Ahhh. Fantastic. Simply Fantastic. I’ve rediscovered myself all over, once again. Thank You.